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Are you trying to break the boss' computer?
Of course my life is empty! I know Justin cannot possibly look at me, but I had the strangest impression he was staring daggers at me when he sang "empty streets" at every single show I attended. I almost wanted to get it tattoed on my forehead. Or maybe he thought I looked like Merrill T. Streep. Yeah, that's the ticket.
I assure you, you look a lot better than Meryl Streep. Not one of my faves. I don't know her and won't talk bad.
You are but a figure in black twirling in the water.... can't break anything. Good thing we found your glasses!!! Justin just looks at people funny.... I'm firmly convinced none of us should take that staring stuff serious, one way or the other. Gordon stares too, only no one notices, they're too busy being hypnotized by the Blonde Mop in front of him.
I don't get it, Bonnie. I'm afraid it might be a period telling me to hush, but until I get a definite translation, I will continue to be a classless jerk.
Tonight, I ran into my first snappy spiderweb of the year. On the bright side, the grass was still warm after dark, and the fireflies sparkled high in a tall tree.
OOO I'm envious... real fireflies. Sigh....
It's all ok, we all are participating and we are all thus empowered and actualized. I feel much better. Next I'm going for a walk because I've been in this chair all day and I think my bottom is grafted to it. And I feel blue too.... walking is always cheering. And then a nice long hot soak and maybe some spa stuff so I feel better about myself, and then a good book....
You may have some of my class, I have oodles of it and continually grow more. I'm just so cool............
Dig a little deeper.............. can't get that tune out of my head!!! hmmm hmmm...
I liked the vid. I could watch that kind of TV all day.
I am not worthy to be an alchemist. I'm going crazy with the TV blaring to drown out the dog, who is deafening to begin with. What better to destroy the hearing than violent movies. I am not a happy camper. The highlight of the day was plunging the toilet, which only gets stopped up every other day because the boss insists flushing paper towels has nothing to do with it. Maybe I'll get home early enough to wash the poop off, maybe not. I don't have to stand next to Justin, anyway.
I long to be free, but I don't know how.
Take a leap.
go get some small dog treats, and when she shuts up, throw them to her. When she barks, wave the treat at her, and say "no barks" and when she stops, throw her another and say "good dog"! There I taught you basic behavioral training in a few easy words.
see above about "self inflicted wounds"
Everybody has their own cure for barking, nobody agrees, and nothing works. I get the part about consistency, too. I'll try this one, though.
There is no crime if there is no victim. Please do not mistake the flaunting of my absurdity for whiny pleas for codependency.
MOMMY!
What were we talking about?
Oh, hi again, oze.
We are trained to listen to even whining and absurdity as neediness. We wish all to be free, happy and un-needy. Some counselors pass out hugs like candy bars, but I'm not prone that way.
My Ex was needy and got angry when I didn't pay attention to his needs. I never did figure that out since he never took care of MY needs.... saw no reason to return the favor. We didn't get along obviously.
I also make a lousy co-dependent. Thank you for bringing that up! (my solution?) "Ya wanna drink? Fine. Here's the 12-steps. You can read, can't ya? Get to work!" not exactly a warm and cuddly approach.
Everyone NEEDS at some point in their life. When it becomes a way of life (that's called being a drama queen) it's sorta an energy drain on those around one.
"To get you've got to give" to quote a certain someone.............
I believe I need a cup of tea, a cough drop and a nice long bath. Later.
They aren't. When I go off on a spiritual high, I neglect people. When I do what seems kind, I hurt others. Ayn Rand taught the virtue of selfishness. I agree with her, but when my rational self-interest is doing no harm, it kind of backfires. I don't really want or need anything for myself, so I try to ease the pain of those who feel they need stuff. The world tells me, even from religions channels, that I must create, contribute, innovate, etc., but Jesus just walked around doing good. That's the part I mess up all the time.
The virtues of my childhood are now portrayed as having a footprint. People, we are told, are not supposed to leave a footprint, but be like stones, sitting silently until they return to dust. So what is this brain thing for, anyway?
I don't let my feelings get hurt, but that is because I'm sociopathic, without feelings. So, I try to imagine the pain of perceived threats people endure. It's the same with the welfare people here. Their fridges are stuffed to the max and they whine that the people living hand-to-mouth must be taxed more so they may have more food. Want is not directly proportional to need.
What I am learning is that everybody is confused. That is part of the human recipe: water + carbon complexes + . . . + a lot of confusion. Most of us have five senses that work real well, but we don't have the wherewithal to understand the intentions of others. Unless we're tapped into something religious, we're left at guessing. Courts, detectives, and historians can all be wrong. People lie. People reason imperfectly. If somebody does something weird, my hot head might be ignited for an hour before I remember they're just as confused as I am, and if I were in their head what they said or did would make perfect sense. Jesus loves them and tells me to love and forgive.
Graeme wrote a song entitled, "After You Came." One of the lyrics goes, "So you just have to laugh." I think I'll try to find it on YouTube.
It's time........... to get energetic!!!! What we all need is a little Christmas in July!!!!!!!!!!!11
leslee said
I don't get it, Bonnie. I'm afraid it might be a period telling me to hush, but until I get a definite translation, I will continue to be a classless jerk.
Nothing to do with you at all, Leslee. Just my 'thing' for the moment. One has noticed that if someone posts after a post one can't retract the prior post on this board. Right? Well, there you go. No 'redundancy' by 'quoting' insanity and it's locked in forever.
It would be best for some to 'think' before they hit 'submit reply'. Anything goes on a YUKU blahg, though....unless it's screen-capped.
OK. But when I do offend people, I would rather hear about it than have you suffer. Remember, I'm too brain-damaged to hold a grudge. They just sort of fall through the cracks with everything else.
I took the little girl I used to babysit on a hike yesterday. She prayed for rain, and we got caught in another downpour. We saw a rust-colored frog and a snake 3-4' long. She is really good with babies and animals, and Evo barely barked for the whole three hours.
This morning, I saw pretty little sprigs of baby clover all over what must have been some washed-out terrain. It was a rich brown, and it contrasted most exquisitely with the fragile shades of green.
Evo stepped on a lightning bug last night. Ouch. It was so sad to watch the light dimming slowly. I'm love fireflies.
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